I always knew I was meant for big things, but I spent all of my life playing small and hiding away until a car accident completely shifted my perspective.
High school, college, and early adulthood were spent in self-sabotage, feeling so lost and trying to find any sense of myself through trying to become something I wasn’t. I spent my entire life trying to fit into a mold that society and those around me created for me, that I completely lost sight of who I was to my core. I sought out validation from partners, thinking that they could fill that void within myself. I consistently went against what my body was trying to communicate to me in hopes to be loved, accepted, or valued.
It wasn’t until after I was in a bad car accident that I began to wake up to how out of alignment I had been living. I was forced to listen to my body, to feel the pain – physically and emotionally – and to speak up and advocate for myself. It was like a domino effect, and one thing led into another. I was completely unraveling from everything I had ever known.
This sparked my intuitive healing journey and one of the first things I was called to do on this journey was to get off hormonal birth control. I had a lot of fear coming off, mainly around experiencing painful, heavy cycles or getting hormonal acne that I spent years trying to get rid of, but something inside of me was pushing me toward this decision, so I pulled the trigger.
I knew that it would change everything and honestly it did. I can confidently say that I am a completely different woman when my hormones aren’t being suppressed, but that doesn’t mean it’s been an easy journey. Experiencing all the things that came with balancing my hormones, like PMDD, endometriosis, and just learning how to live as a cyclical being, has been a lot to take in.
This isn’t anything we are taught about as girls or women. While there is growing research around women's reproductive health, it’s still something that isn’t widely looked at. Experiencing my cyclical nature was like a culture shock. Our society doesn’t support women in their cycle, we are expected to go about everyday life as if our body operates the same every single day.
I vowed to listen to my body above all else, and honestly this scared me because I knew deep down how much it would bring up and shift within my life. Change can be scary, and the unknown can be even scarier.
After spending years of resisting and suppressing the innate physiology of my body, I took myself on my own intuitive healing journey around my cycle and my womb.
I was determined to learn as much as I could to bring my body back into alignment with the way I knew I should be living. At the time, I had no clue that this would be a huge part of my purpose, guiding other women on their path to reclaiming power and knowledge over their body. Through my own practices, especially as I explored energy healing and mediumship, I learned how deeply intertwined our menstrual cycle and womb are with the spiritual and energetic.
I came to find out that there is so much more than just the physical aspects of womb health or cycle syncing, but that they are intricate and layered, just like the feminine. I explored my own feminine energy and learned how insanely out of alignment I was with it, and how much I had been operating in my masculine my entire life to simply survive. I never truly felt safe enough to relax and surrender control.
Through ancestral healing, clearing past sexual partners from my womb, connecting to the spiritual and energetic aspects of my cycle, listening to my womb as a source of intuition, utilizing my menstrual cycle as a way to manifest, and so much more, I can confidently say that the female body is pure magic and we have been conditioned to think it is normal to be in complete disconnection from the power that lives within us, to the point that we don’t even realize it exists.
I began to realize that my purpose was so much bigger than I ever initially expected
I vividly remember the evening that I was meditating with the intention to connect with any helpers or beings in other realms that are meant to walk with me on my path, and it was this beautiful journey of Jesus introducing me to Mary Magdalene. This was my first time ever really hearing her name, and at that moment I wasn’t fully aware of how important she would be on my journey.
I’ve always been deeply connected to spirit and what I’ve come to realize as a woman and feminine being, is that we are the conduits, the vessels that birth creations from the cosmos into reality. As a society, we’ve lost the knowledge of just how powerful women are. Women and the womb used to be revered. Women’s menstrual cycles were honored. Women were adorned and revered and worshipped.
And we are reawakening to this way of being. Not because women are better or more deserving than men, but because we are the ones who are here to birth the new earth into existence. And what a beautiful gift that is.
My Learnings & Trainings
Bachelor of Science in Exercise Science | University of Colorado, Colorado Springs (2019)
Intuitive Energy Healing Practitioner | The Den Meditation (March 2024)
Reiki Level 1 Practitioner | Kayla Kant Healing (December 2024)
Womb Awakening Facilitator | Sacred Womb Awakening (February 2025)